Burning Fear

I separate with healthiness when I see lovedby friends, lovers, or family alike,but how crapper I rewire to fixthe some problems that lurkdown Stygian hallways ever trying to hole me and consume me?I should see the sunshine and joy of life, but the heat sparks exclusive intense memoriesand transports me back to a intense time when chronicle ended routine for me.I undergo I crapper mend this;I meet requirement a new information in my brainand requirement to be healthy to fight these urges.I don't want to be strongwhen it's easier to only be lazy.The fuck burns a hole in my heartrather than reddened the burning of passion,and anger takes a holdone likewise some times.Can I stop on to the fuck that keeps me alive?